Brian Mackey
bows sometimes seem eternal, lasting long, are repeated. The waiter today is literally folded in two to thank the non-receipt, in fact it is difficult to accept gratuities. We bow down and nothing else, I myself used to it, I just I bow but I can not .
are the twenty-third floor and I have not yet learned to look out the window. This height makes me feel even smaller and far and I know that it would be better not, have a "home" like the other , unique and friendly atmosphere, and watch the city below, all these smiling eyes that should not tell a loss but a sense of security, admiration. Wealth.
This long break I find it hard to grasp, no cause for my inability to feel fatigue.
is a tough test. I must not give up but I have to enter the posting a soft and curious without feeling attacked by the possibility of escape .
I'm trying to improve, discretion is the rule up and never put me in difficulty as before. I am not able to stop, I can not give up the idea of \u200b\u200ba space. A space that is mine.
is my responsibility to provide what you need, alongside the path of the other without knowing the intensity and detail, but it happens too frequently that being so close to him writing the absurd jealousy, malice of the impossible to manage.
There are sisters that I love but when facing a rivalry becomes difficult to live. Since we are inseparable suddenly everything looks different, we hate. Each of us fears the other, the numerous attempts to find the right opportunity to weaken the security of a companion are the bad luck that destroys us in time. I realize this, and it is important for me to point this out, especially to Rina, even if I consider these inevitable failures .
is a complicated mechanism, was not that the Lord is always so insightful, it would cause shortages reprehensible to affect the harmony.
me I could not forgive.
is understandable but we are jealous of the esteem we receive even if we deny it, there is nothing that makes more sense for us to give off the attentions of the Masters and opportunities exist to be alone. It is understandable but it is not enough, is not justifiable.
The Lord protects us from ourselves, or each time you call him one of us expiation for His favors, but we can not do without it, we will not recover the possession. We can not deprive us of what we, our minds always benefit from what our body feels: we promise to keep the same for the future, so obstacle needs and often coincide .
not include all, or I myself am always able to understand it, but most of all What this animosity is a gift, it is a privilege with respect to the price of improvement that we support through the comparison. The signal for the development of a delicate conscience: the desire for the Lord's grace that is always with us in every situation.
Our difficulty is therefore our engine and our ironing board: all together we are suffering and joy.
And I remain very impressed when wisdom creates irreconcilable with tears that I thought the previous consolidated securities . The superiority of mind helps to release will . Humility can not deny the imperfection but to go ahead with the work and training, including if necessary through the treachery and his thin dark .
(A M., May 2007)
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